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2005-04-25T02:07:00.000-07:00

sad......
its has been 2weeks le...lazy miie wor...hahax!!...actually...its bcoz i very busy la...hahax!!!...yupiee!!!....busy miie!!!...lolx...lolx...hehex...
jux had my science practical test...hahax...quite fun la...hahax!!!....coz can play a!!...hahax!!!...lolx...hehex...tml got geography test le...dunno wat i'll get??....but...75% is fail de la!!!...hahax!!!...hiax...lolx...den wed got history test......OMG!!....when i'm i free???............dis friday exam start liao le...hiax....dunno whether i can make it anot??...hahax!!...but i tink can la...
[*[...i lurve u__]]
hiax...mayb its fate...mayb its fated....mayb...mayb...u're jux wat they call...'illusions'......
beautiful illusions......let it b memories...beautiful memories...
[*[...missing...]]

2005-04-16T13:37:00.000-07:00

Not a gd one...
hiax...how i wish there's 48hrs instead of 24hrs in one day...not enough tim sia...hiax...
how i wish i'm not wat i am now...i wish she's the one...not me...i tried to tok wif 'her'...but...she said no matter wat...i'm the one...not 'her'...hiax...and u noe wat...i cried...hiax...hiax............
i'm living in wonderland...not in reality...hiax...hiax...............
[ [qian nian zhi lian___]]......
i Love him...but so does she.........sad...sobsob......
a bird in da cage...tat's miie......i wanna fly...i wanna see for myself...wat is da outside world...but...i can't...can u help miie???......i hope so......forever love......
i love u.........

2005-04-11T22:16:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOD!!!...
yes!!!...
SILVER!!!....oh my god!!!....so happy!!!...hehex...love ya!!...WGSSBAND ROX!!!...

2005-04-10T09:25:00.000-07:00

YEaH!!!...
hahax...yesterday when to watch 'samara'...hahax!!!...a nice but lame show...hahax...okie okie lor.........tat stupid benny!!!...so noisy!!!...disturbing miie during da whole show!!!...oh my god!!!...noisy him hor!!....hahax...but lucky miie!!!...i didn't sit next to him!!!....hahax....hehex........
today....when to chinatown wif my classmates...hiax...very hot le!!!...hahax...hehex...go find tat stupid heritage centre until so long...n we were lost...lolx!!!...hahax!!...hiax...but den quite fun la!!!...hahax!!!...hehex....
den...went to far east n walk...hahax...spent hours walking there!!!....hahax!!!...hehex!!!...finally!!!...STRESS RELIEVED!!!...hahax...hehex...after tat went home...lolx...lolx...
hehex!!!....tml...at 5.45pm...its our day man!!!...SYF 2005!!!....hahax!!!...after so many months of hardwork....finally...syf!!!...hahax...hey WGSSBAND MEMBERS!!!...wat's da colour of da medal u wanna c???...oh my!!!...WGSSB ROX!!!...hahax!!...remember...da medal u get is only wat u achieve for...but it's onli da process tat counts!!!...it's onli 15 mins tat u will be on stage...so...show da jugdes wat u came for!!!...we wan a SILVER!!!...hahax!!!...WE CAN DO IT!!!...believe in da band...believe in urself!!!...we r a team...not an individual...rise to the occasion...SYF!!!...
i believe tat i can hear:
band number 28...woodgrove secondary school!!!...SILVER!!!!...hahax!!!....silver!!!...wat we came for...wat we wanted...tell the judges!!!...hahax!!!....BAND ROX!!!...JIA YOU!!!...
LOVE U ALL!!!...passion changes everything...including u...believe in urself...u can do it!!!...
SiLVER!!!...DREAMS!!!...LOVE!!!...SLIVER!!!...
5.45pm!!!...remember!!!...juz give it one shot!!!...hahax!!!...WGSSBAND ROX!!!...

2005-04-08T21:24:00.000-07:00

baby me...
hiax...so long never update le...coz these few days very busy...my beloved diary...r u okie???...
hiax...wat a sad day...combine session wif my seniors...they r goin soon...after syf...they won't b here anymore...typing all these words makes me feel like crying...oh my god!!!...sobsob...sobsob...
time really flies very fast...its less den 80 hours to syf.........i wonder if i'll cry on tat day...but i tink...i will...sorry...
hiax...r u playing tricks on miie??...hiax...mayb wat i need is time......time will prove everything...including 'u'...
beautiful memories of us being together will remain...n i hope tat it will last forever...
u r the only one i love...please don leave my world............sorry............sobosb...
hehex!!!....onli 3 days left to SYF!!!...let's work hard!!....n achieve wat we wanted!!!....SILVER!!!!.....yupiee!!!....SILVER!!!!!!!!!!!.....

oh...

2005-04-05T20:54:00.000-07:00

oh my god!!!...
hiax...nowadays...having band practice everyday...so tired...but no choice...coz SYF coming liao...hiax...on thursday having hme econ test...Friday having chinese test...following monday............SYF............sad sia...today...choir went for SYF...they got SILVER...hiax......next tuesday...2.4km run...wednesday got maths test...thursday hme econ practical exam...aiyo...STRESS!!!...
hiax...today...'someone' got kicked out from SYF...sad for her sia...hiax...don cry....sob sob...
hiax...lately...my sound not so good liao le...oso dunno y??...den very tired...only feel lyk sleeping....oh my god!!!...really bcome pig liao......
=)...SMILE ALWAYS...
onli 6 days left!!!...hahax...we can do it de!!!...hahax!!!...WGSSBAND ROX!!!......SILVER!!!...

sad...

2005-04-02T16:48:00.000-08:00

Reality...
sad sia...hiax...sorry...i shouldn't hav tok to u like tat...sorry...hiax...stress...sorry...
to tat 'someone'...really sorry...
they don believe in u...wat abt me??...u're not tat perfect...n no one is perfect.........sad...
sad...no matter wat happens...one of us...still canot attend dis year's Syf...hiax...sad...sad...
the reality is so cruel...sad...
onli 9 days to SYF!!!...WORK HARD WORX!!!...hehex...WGSSBAND ROX!!!...hehex...
sad......

NoT a Gd oNE...

2005-04-01T18:38:00.000-08:00

hiax...its jux not my day...today...sad sia...sob sob...
tat TOopiD MR OLD CHANG KEE...nag n nag onli...today...he said tat our class...'A RUBBISH DUMP'...wat onli...say fronm now on...he'll come to our class n check whether its dirty anot...if not up to standard...everyone muz stay back n clean up...hiax...hiax...
next week...whole week got band practice...coz SYF coming liao...hiax...hiax...
oh...today's band practice...oh my...'someone' was very disappointed with us...hiax...we did'nt play well today...ya...not gd...hiax...hope tat we'll b back to our 'SILVER' days soon...hiax...
onli 10 days to SYF!!!...hahax...WORK HARD WORX!!!...WGSSBAND ROX!!!...yup!!!...WE CAN DO IT!!!...hehex...
its hard...very hard...but i know...with u beside me...i can make it.......

oh my...

2005-03-31T16:30:00.000-08:00

...today was such a horrible day...
first...home econ...bcoz we all walk like 'song ka'...den teacher scold...say wat we worse den da 2T1...
second...CME period...teacher ask us wats our passion...our Ambition...i didn't know wat i should write...continue with my clarinet??...hiax...maybe oboe...or violin...or flute...but den...my Ambition...musician???...stress......
third...Geography teacher...today was her last day...n den we all...still go bully her...hiax...u know wat...she resign bcoz...we chase her away...we so noisy...den now...oso canot get Mr Koh back to teach us...den of coz...new teacher lor...hiax...sad...Hope tat da new teacher......won't leave us...lolx...hiax...sad sad...
lastly...now...canot leave books under table liao...den da stupid teacher...say tat our classroom lyk 'BOOK MARKET'...tell us all da books muz bring back today...n den...of coz...at least he still got heart...give us until tomolo...lucky us!!!...if not...i really dunno how i'm going hme liao!!...hahax!!!...
hiax...so many things happening lately...n den...SYF oso coming liao...onli left...11 days...hope tat we can maintain our standard...lolx...hahax!!!...
BAND!!!...JIA YOU!!!...WE CAN DO IT DE!!!...hahax!!!!...
memories remains the same...love u!!!...